Long time no see, but I assure you, I’ve been here the whole time, just not writing online. Actually, truth be told, I’ve been enjoying keeping a personal journal lately. There is a lot happening in my life and it has been very therapeutic for me. Through this process of healing from personal hurts/asking God for wisdom to deal with different things, He has been so faithful to provide me with fresh bread each day. I’ve been a follower of Christ for years, but only now have I been really seeking His Wisdom on everything as I realize I cannot handle any of this by myself, and wow! I am so in awe of the grace He’s shown me over the years, making mistake after mistake, living in sin and basically living a lie unbeknownst to me, but still no excuse. I am repenting and seeking His Will and that has set me free in so many ways. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still in the ‘I can’t believe this is happening to me,” phase, but at least now I know that God will carry me through and I WILL come out the other side. Just this morning I woke up thinking I must be dead because I didn’t feel the same hurt that has been haunting me the past couple months, so weird. It was a direct answer to prayer that’s for sure, and God is so good, He does everything just at the right moment, when you need it most. So what I would like you to take from this is that no matter the hurdles you face in life, no matter the hurts or impossibilities, if you seek God on the matter(s) sincerely and own up to your responsibility, He will help you through it. The key is to be obedient with the right heart attitude, not too proud to take a good long look at yourself and see whatever you have been doing/thinking wrong, and to walk in His grace & peace. It’s not always easy to do, but once you get started He will help you along the way. This journal is full of golden nuggets to read and re-read already and it’s only been about a month or so of regular writing. I am so happy that I decided to choose wisdom and not my own understanding as I really had none. I know my Lord & Saviour is with me and that is like winning the lottery for me, it truly is. How about you? Where do you seek security & happiness? I am safe in the Lord, Amen.
Read in the Bible:
James 1:5 – “If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.”
P.S. – God is stirring up something inside, future career(s) maybe? We’ll see!
Till next blog post,